14 Mar 2019
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4 days and 23 hours ago
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Sorta inline with you...I am just starting day 3. Last night I am at home and wondering if I am ever going to feel better...then I say to myself...yes you will, this will go away...FIGHT!!! Then I want to cry becasue I am a bit of a cryer when I am emotional....and feeling sorry for myself.........
I keep saying to myself, this is hell week, it will get better, I just have to not smoke. It sucks honestly, but I look at my kids and that helps...I try to think of distractions, I feel like my cravings last FOREVER, and then I end up going to sleep on the couch and feel a bit better after that too...I feel like if I give up and I would have to start over...which would suck. I look at other smokers and be envious as I am like, how come they get to smoke and not feel bad about it...not have this withdrawal hell...then I shake my head and say thats my addiction trying to trick me....it WILL get better, I know it will!!!
I hope you feel better today on your day 4 <3